Have you ever thought to yourself "am i thinking too much"? My answer would be Yes.

Today my bestfriend talk to me about some serious things that we havent discussed for a long time. It's about his future after leaving college. The conversation makes me wonder about mines "The future without him and my other good-friends". i knew we not gonna stop seeing each other but still it wont be the same. they're going to be adults, living their own life and having more responsibilities while im living as a student. we wont met whenever we want to anymore. our conversation will be change. some may say it's only one year but i know it's must be a hard year for me. 

i dont know how to explain this feeling, i only know sometimes thinking of it make me feel so lonely.